Sometimes I just wonder....

Wonder how the hell I manage to do assignments at the last minute and then manage to pass them with a decent grade. The assignment that I slaved over a few weekends ago, I managed to actually pass and receive a CREDIT for...that is between 65 and 74%. Oh my fucking God. I was so so sure I was going to fail the assignment, as I struggled with it so much.

I can''t wait to see my actual mark when I get it back in the mail.

I am a state of stunned shock. I seriously thought I was going to fail my assignment. Now all I have to do is get through Tuesday and then its over - I think I will probably go home and have a good cry. The past 8 to 10 weeks (aside from QLD) have been so so stressful..... to the point I have had mouth ulcers for that entire time, and I just need a break!!!!

Then things on the home front are very very flat at the moment too... not feeling very good about anything there. In fact thoughts of breaking up have been flitting across my mind. BUT I am not going to make any rash decision at the moment. I have too much going on. Once things have settled a bit, then I think about things further.

Anyways, onward for another jam packed day at work.

Feeling better - but FLAT OUT!!

I ended up taking Monday afternoon off from work, there was no way I was going to go offsite to the meeting that was planned. All I did was sleep and read my book.

Was feeling much better on Tuesday, and much happier.

Work is so busy, that I just don't know if I'm coming or going!! I still have stock sitting in my store room that needs to be put away from over a month ago!! I will get to it eventually.

Exam Tuesday next week - and No I am not prepared for it.... I should be OK after this weekend, but otherwise, I'm going to wing it!! I still don't have a mark back for my previous assignment, and I'm a bit annoyed about that. I just want to see if I failed it or not.

Other wise, things are just cruising along. Hanging out for 6pm Tuesday next week - I'll be free for 6 months!! YAY!!! Work and life is too hectic to do any study for a while. Working 10 to 12hour days and then studying, is just too much - all I want to do is enjoy my house for a while, and actually relax a little bit.

And weight wise, I lost the gain I had last week, and then an additional 100g, so am rather pleased with that. Once Uni is done, then I can start going for walks after work - looking forward to that very much.

Anyways... ONWARD... have lots on my plate to do today!

Sick....

The weekend was spent in a house of 2 sick people - me and Andrew. I had severe stomach cramps and pains, and felt like I was going to puke, and Andrew had a cold. We were a sorry sight!!

I am still feeling pretty crook, but am at work for the moment. I have a meeting this afternoon, which if I cancel, I think my boss will be unhappy about. So I am here, and hoping like hell I am not running to the toilet every 20min.

Spent most of the weekend doing studying except for Sat night where I was curled up in a tight ball moaning and groaning and shivering on the lounge. Neither of us got much sleep Sat night, but had a better one last night.

Golf was fun on Friday, but we got rather wet. But the team I was on was rather entertaining, and I had a great time - it would have to rate up there as one of the most fun. I got to see an old friend which I was wrapt about. And our team won!! how exciting. First time ever I have been on a winning team!

So, on with some work. Almost had a puke this morning already - so I'll see how I go. Having minimal milk this morning too... don't think my stomach is liking that too much.

Mixed Bag...

This afternoon I am off to play golf. One of my suppliers puts on a golf day as their Christmas party, so I get to spend 3 hours wandering around 9 holes, and having a bit of a bash with some sticks. I'm not a golfer but I like going cause it gets me out of work, and I enjoy catching up with people in the industry I don't see very often.

Food has been very very average this week - a few too many binges on crap, but I'll have that back into control very shortly.

Weekend will be spent studying. Not looking forward to that, but I only have 2 weeks of it to go, and then I'm done. Whether I pass or not is a different matter. Fingers crossed.

Otherwise, things are a bit boring. Not much going on, and flat out at work - bring on the holidays I say!

Gain...but expected

Dates + mini Magnums + TTOM + 2 nights of pasta = 400g gain.

So, all in all not too unhappy with that... Kinda expected it, so thats OK. I didn't completely blow out with food, but did have a few treats on the weekend, and am feeling rather bloated and yuck at the moment too.

Chrisco managed to fit in 3 freezers, so am happy about that. I have plenty of Pasta, pasta sauces, marinades and meat to keep us going for a while.

Starting to stress a bit about uni, just realised this morning how much work I have to do in 2 weeks... so I'll be getting onto it tonight, and even study while Pacjed tot he rafters and all saints is on.

Work is busy busy busy. having 2 weeks off at Chrissy, and will end up going in to work a few times during that. The joys of working for small business!!

Chrisco!!!

I have 8 boxes of goodies waiting for me to put it all away... I just hope tha tI have enough room in all my freezers!!! I chose my hampers carefully this year, so i haven't got a lot of stuff that I won't ever use.

Except I bought an indulgent treats hamper.... which is not gonna help the weight loss, but if I restrict myslef, then I will be fine, and I must hide them all from Andrew!!

Weight was down by 700g this week, so am happy with that. I haven't lost weight consistanly like this for a long thim, so am happy with the way things are going. I'm certainly being much better than I have been for about a year, so m rather proud!

Having a day off work today to get Chrisco, and to do some study. I haven't done much study, but plan to spend most of the afternoon reading. Luckily I know most of this topic, so I should be OK.

Ok... I'm off to unpack, don't want all my meat to start deforst!!

Sunday - not such a good day....

Today was spent doing my assignment all day - I worked from 10am until 9;30pm, and had about 2 hours beak throughout the whole day. MY BRAIN IS FRIED!!!!!!

I think I have done enough to pass it, but no high distinction this time around. I just have the exam to worry about now...in about 4 weeks. Lots to catch up though, so back inot in tomorrow night. I have Fri off from work to study and for Chrisco arrival.

Food today - not that great - but nowhere as bad as what i used to be. The proplem with today and yesterday was I didn't even get a walk in - I only went outside for 10min today.... NOT GOOD. So no great hopes for a loss..... we'll see what Tuesday brings.

Good points for the weekend:

• Didn't eat any of the chocolate that Andrew bought
• Said no to a magnum
• Resisted making sticky date pudding
• Didn't eat lots of bad food

Bad points for the weekend:

• Ate too many Lites bickies
• didn't get in any exercise
• spent too much money at myers
• Missed out on an engagement party cause of assignment

So all in all...I think the weekend balanced out OK.... I'll get a walk in tomorrow and Tuesday.

My new Office Manager starts on Tuesday.... I am looking forward to that SO MUCH!!! I will finally be able to go back to 8 hour days!! YAY!!!

Off to bed soon... so glad my assignment is done.